I got another one today - from my Lord - in the form of a sweet friend, free food at Northwestern (because being an alum DOES pay off during homecoming week) and a lovely chat by the lake. Thank you Jesus. Normally my skeptical brain would say - hey its just a coincidence - but since I DO believe in Jesus and I DO believe that He created the Universe and I DO believe that he answers our cries for help - I do believe this one was of Him (especially since I asked for another one today). It was a beautiful love note a long the way on this crazy weird painful journey that has been this last year. Love you Kayleen.